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It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover
Atria Books, 2016
Trigger Warnings: Emotional Abuse, Homelessness, Physical Abuse, Sexual Assault.
Sometimes it is the one who loves you who hurts you the most.
Lily hasn’t always had it easy, but that’s never stopped her from working hard for the life she wants. She’s come a long way from the small town in Maine where she grew up
— she graduated from college, moved to Boston, and started her own business. So when she feels a spark with a gorgeous neurosurgeon named Ryle Kincaid, everything in Lily’s life suddenly seems almost too good to be true.
Ryle is assertive, stubborn, maybe even a little arrogant. He’s also sensitive, brilliant, and has a total soft spot for Lily. And the way he looks in scrubs certainly doesn’t hurt. Lily can’t get him out of her head. But Ryle’s complete aversion to relationships is disturbing. Even as Lily finds herself becoming the exception to his “no dating” rule, she can’t help but wonder what made him that way in the first place.
As questions about her new relationship overwhelm her, so do thoughts of Atlas Corrigan — her first love and a link to the past she left behind. He was her kindred spirit, her protector. When Atlas suddenly reappears, everything Lily has built with Ryle is threatened.
Whoa. This book just… wow. I read it for book club, and until this month, the majority of our reads have been light fluffy reads.
This was the complete opposite. This was a heavy read that covered heavy topics. I went in pretty blind to this, so all that I really knew about the book was what the synopsis told me.
Despite it being a difficult read, it was a smooth one. I felt like I was devouring the book in no time at all. This was my first Colleen Hoover book, but I’ve heard that a lot of her books read like this.
As a survivor of emotional abuse, so many parts resonated with me, and I thought that Hoover did a fantastic job of showing why abuse survivors don’t “just leave” without victimizing the survivor or villainizing the abuser. Both Lily and her abuser are complex characters with flaws and strengths.
There was one part where the abuser reveals some past trauma, which shed some light onto why he does what he does. It was done in a delicate way, not excusing his behavior (there is never an excuse for abusive behavior), rather explaining it. This is a sad reality of abuse that I appreciated being mentioned in the book.
The one aspect that really made me laugh were the references to Ellen DeGeneres. Those aged like sour milk, unfortunately.